Today is an unproductive day. let's see what i did. Nothing! ahh. this is bad. i stayed at home the whole day and i didn't get anything done. i should have just went out and it'd be the same! I wanted to finish my chinese and english holiday homework but i ended up doing everything halfway. oh gosh. There's open house tomorrow and i'd spend the whole morning there. it's okay i'll finish what i wanted to by tonight. yes i will. I cannot believe the holidays are almost over, absolutely refuse to accept the fact that it is friday and we're going back to school on monday. it's not much different from the usual fridays. oh wells. i shall spend the weekend happily and not think about school until sunday night. actually, that's a bit impossible considering the fact that i'm going back tomorrow. WHAT IS THIS. i'm so contradicting. haha i'm gonna plan what to do tomorrow. but somehow the more i plan, the more i don't follow it. maybe it's just once in a while but when i don't go according to schedule, i get so frustrated with myself. and feel unproductive. like today. haha. To make myself feel better, let's review which of the holiday assignments i've completed:)1. Biology (yes, the whole frigging 3 chapters of TYS. i was considering doing the non-compulsory assignment but that was before i actually looked at the complusory ones.=p)2. 1 english essay (i kinda did the same question at tll so woohoo! though i was tempted to use the suggested response...)3. geog graded assignment (due on tues [2nd sep, not 9th sep] so it's not really counted. i put it here to comfort myself)4. nothing else. omg.
i wanna go back to combined practice. i enjoyed it and i wish we can do it every holiday. Honestly, every minute spent there was worthwhile:)) even though there was a countdown=P haha i have this sudden craving for chocolates. You know what!! My mum bought me a box of hershey's chocolate-filled sticks:DD but i have no idea where it is. i ate two sticks and i came home one day to find it gone. Gone! it's not on my study table anymore. i went to confront (yes, confront) my sister but she gave me the "i'm innocent!! This time it's really not me!!" look. so i highly suspect it's the gladwyskhooliwen who went for camp, thinking she can get away with it. hahaha just kidding la. but maybe she really brought it to camp!! or finished it before leaving. oh great. now i'm chocolate-deprived. .....actually. i do have two hersheys bars! Woohoo!:D but i can't bear to eat it yet. i just need to know that i have chocolates and i'll be happy. haha i'm so weird.I've been in this lazy/sleepy/wanna do anything but study mode the past week and it's not doing me any good. Perhaps i need a break from all that hectic-ness. but i've really got to gear up for exams which are coming really soon. it's just creeping closer and closer by the day. this is a weird phase. i'm sure it is. yes i must convince myself it's a phase and it'll be over soon. i feel like i've lost the...drive to study anymore. especially for chem. omg please don't let me lose focus now. this is worrying.Oh there's another nagging thing on my mind. I think i'm too indecisive. Especially those problems when only me myself and i must decide on what i'm supposed to do. It's just annoying. Then i'll hesitate whether to do it or not. Then i'll start pissing people off because i can't decide what i want. Then i'll start saying things halfway and making things worse. okay am i making sense here? haha. i don't think so."I want an exit out of this supremely disgusting state of unproductivity. And i would love to start by sleeping all my worries off." --Barok VelascoLabels: normal days
got me singing like, nananana everyday, 8:02 PM.
